As we sat there we could see different people being led upstairs. Alfred was the most anxious and saw a woman he liked. He called her over; she sat do...n that was when he negotiated the price of a fuck. He talked to her first then told us what he said. He told us that the price of a fuck was 100 bucks and if he wanted all night, 500bucks. He just wanted a fuck; she led him upstairs to where she had a room. He was back in less than twenty minutes, with a big smile on his face. He smelled of. A special woman.The realization hit me fairly strongly at around noon. I wasn't that mananymore, nor did I ever want to be again. I wanted to be Jessica, andthough all of the real-world issues that would ensue were daunting, Idecided in my soul and my heart and brain that being Jessica was the onlyway for me to be happy, now and in the future.I cried for many minutes. For the most part they were tears of joy,realizing that I had gone through an epiphany, a transformation of myconsciousness. . It was the most beautiful thing I have ever witnessed. The love they had for each other came through so strongly. He was so gentle and caring, making the whole thing something she will always remember. What I watched was two people making love.” She put her arm around me and said, “If that makes it wrong, I will never know what there is in life that makes love right.”“Thank you.” It was all I could say. She understood how I was feeling.“Anyway, you’re another target I will have to add to my hit. ”The idea that someone who lived in a house like this would be worried about debts ran counter to Jack’s expectations. Rather than express his doubts, he said, “I can imagine.”“I hated coming home. I’d stop at the sports bar at the corner and have a couple of beers before heading to the house. Coming home, I’d feel bloated from beer and popcorn. All of that changed two months ago.”“What happened?” Jack asked. He definitely hadn’t thought he’d be talking to this guy about marriage problems.Greg.