My eyes flashed back up to mom and she was looking right at me now.“I’m sorry mom, I’m so sorry.” I was nearly ready to cry. Mom saw the look ...n my face and moved right over to me and wrapped her arms around me, drawing me in close to her. “Oh honey, it’s alright,” she spoke softly next to my cheek. “I’m the one that should be sorry. It’s been so hot and all I’ve done is tease you today with my boob show and fanning my legs.”“No mom it’s my fault, I’m such a jerk. Please forgive me.” She did. Also we’d never have slept with our weapons this close by. Instead they’d of been safely stored in Cookie’s chuck wagon, but this wasn’t an average ride and we all knew it. Everything had changed because of these weird events we’d been experiencing out here.On this job we no longer made camp until locating some suitable cover. The boys barely slept and when they did it’s with one eye wide open. We’d doubled the patrols and barely went anywhere without a firearm. This was definitely affecting. After missing him in Anaheim and not hearing from him for a month, we finally picked a date and time, and I nervously drove an hour to get to his house. Until now the most I had ever done with a black man was to shake his hand…Black Guys don’t turn me on at all, but it was that mystique of crossing the interracial line intrigued me.I located his house just as the sun was setting. As instructed, I walked to his door, knocked and walked in. He greeted me wearing a long black silk robe “Hello. "Enough loosening, it's time to get your little ass fucked, slut."This was it, the fantasy was about to come true. I was excited and nervous at the same time."Fuck I can't wait to do this," my wife said excitedly. "And if it hurts, I want to hear you scream."My wife moved into position and placed the head of the dildo at my ass hole. She looked at my face; I looked down at the dildo. I watched as she started to push. My ass instinctively clenched at first. She tried several times to penetrate.