Or maybe subconsciously I was thinking about her specific situation?"No, it's not that! Believe me, I didn't even think about that before you mentione... it. But now, that I think about, all my life I tried to be in control. All my life I struggled to have as much control as possible over my own life. Well, not with my wife, she was the exception." I don't understand, Mike, sorry! What do you mean to say? You cannot be naked in front of me because you're afraid you'll lose control over the. You feel like you’re in pain. I’ve seen that look before, sometimes in the mirror. Don’t hold back the emotions. It just makes things worse, believe me. Let it go.’ ‘I… I can’t,’ she whispered. ‘You can,’ he said, ‘It’s over and it’s safe to let it out. You’re with family. More than that, you’re with family who have been through what you’ve been through. We understand. And we don’t think poorly of you of because of what you are feeling now. I’m proud of you, and I’m profoundly grateful. I know. He then used his spit to lube his dick and then quickly shoved his dick inside my ass. The feeling wasn't great in fact it hurt but something about what we were doing had me in pure ecstasy. We began rocking together and I was rock hard while this was going on. I began to jack off my dick while getting fucked and after a minute or two I grabbed his hand off my hip and put it around my cock. He began jerking me off and it felt so good way better than when I do it myself. The reach around I was. I told him my nipples were very sensitive and they liked being sucked hard. I took my white blouse off to let him taste them. I then noticed he had a huge hard on inside of his trousers and I thought to myself that I wanted that cock inside my body.I dragged him upstairs and we entered my marital bedroom.We both got naked quickly. I looked down and gasped, when I saw he had a nice cock bigger than my hubby’s.He softly caressed my hardening nipples and made me moan.He then made me spread my legs.