In a nutshell, to use a gruesome cliché because Joseph would be the first to admit he's a nut or crazy, and right now he seems to be just a shell of ... man, which, as I will explain shortly, he is not, but anyway, in a nutshell, Joseph is the center of the Order and he doesn't want to be. Continuing to develop and expand the Order is not the problem; he is already making notes for his third book which I am happy to say I am having some input. What is frustrating to him, and my enthusiastic. “Perfection. Come, let us test this proclamation. At my heel, girl.”At his words she shot up and hurried to his side. Her body was completely nude, but she was unashamed. He walked to the door and her heart fell. Was she not worthy? She stopped at the door.He looked back at her, “Come along, we have friends to meet.”Her eyes widened and she followed him out of her home.They emerged from the steps to the basement out to a huge room with the ceiling vaulted three stories high at least. The walls. When she did, her eyes fell on his crotch. In spite of her recent climax she felt a rush of excitement. There was a very large bulge down the leg of his shorts. Without looking up at him, she reached down and gently ran a fingernail across the material covering his penis. It throbbed and pulsed under his shorts. Then she grew bolder and wrapped her hand around the swollen, cloth covered flesh."Ohhhhh," Derrick moaned.Elaine looked around her toward the beach to make sure no one was in seeing. She meant every word. I was angry, it wasn’t fun anymore. I was no longer in control. She was fucking this guy next to me, bumping into me, and she wanted nothing to do with me. She suggested they move to the floor. It pissed me off so bad that I said I never want it to happen again. Again she said she would stop.I left for Afghanistan for a six month tour. I had been there a month and had gotten a few pieces of mail from her. She had told me a "care package" was on its way to "put a smile on.