" Cindy, damn. You're awesome, amazing. Wow. I can't believe how.." I trailed off as I lay there looking down the length of her body. Amazed that th...s girl wanted me. That she was here with me."You're a great guy Tim. I think we can have a lot of fun. I know I made you wait, but now, now I want you. I want you as much as I can get you." Do you mind if I stare at you, touch you? So much to take in." Your so funny, but go ahead, stare all you want, touch me wherever you want. I'm yours,. I could hear the water being turned on in the shower as I approached the bathroom. When I turned the doorknob and found that she hadn’t locked the door from the inside I just smiled. None of us ever lock it that’s why we get walked in on so often. So anyway I opened the door gently, walked in very quietly, and then slipped into the shower with Tanya. Actually our shower is our bathtub with a shower curtain across it. There is plenty of room for two people in there. Tanya’s hair was covered in. But for some reason, her ever-present dangly earrings turned me on. I would get an erection when I imagined kissing her ears. She'd moan and slip her arms around my neck. Those were the only fantasies I had involving Helen until I was eighteen. That’s when things between us became sexual. We were watching TV one Saturday afternoon when she sat down next to me, put one arm around me, and put her hand on my leg. “Billy, have you and your girlfriend been getting, you know, sexual?”“No. Why do you. ‘I don’t know if I should, I have caused you enough problems as it is.Your fiancée may not appreciate that.’ ‘My fiancée is history.Come in,such a bouquet deserves at least something to drink in this heat.’ Henry looked sad for a moment. ‘I am so sorry about your fiancée,I will never forgive myself for my stupidity that day. But water or a soft drink will do nicely.’ ‘Don’t be too hard on yourself it was probably on the cards anyway, besides I realized after the fact that the marriage might not.