I am in a position that means I can't move without dislocating my arms from my shoulders. In your cock goes, bit by bit. I can now feel you touch the ...ack of my throat and there is still more to come!! I can now feel your balls against my chin, the two hairy orbs swinging back and forth. Your cock reaches the very back of my throat, its a struggle to breath and I have to do so through my nose grbbing air when I can!! You continue to thrust in, out, in, out. I snatch air when I can. I retch when. He then reached in his pocket and pulled out a small box, a jewelry store type of box. He opened it up showing me a black silk choker with a single pearl hanging from it. “This choker once attached on the back of your neck represents my never ending love and dedication to you. It represents a continuing circle without an end like my love for you. This pearl belonged to my grandmother and I promise you has a high value it is a real pearl from the sea,” he said. As he said this he pulled the. As I was kneeling there stroking my cock I felt a hand run up my butt up under my t-shirt across my back. I turned to look over my shoulder to see who was petting me. A younger guy maybe mid 20’s I’ll call Jose, he leaned over my shoulder to watch the action with me, and whispered in my ear “I like your ass”. As I was stroking my cock, Jose started to run his hand down my back and into my jeans. He was caressing my ass, and ever so slightly touching my brown eye. I was really working my swollen. I focus on the manly, satisfied groans coming from this handsome man inside of me. This will take all my pain away.I cum. I don't fake it. But, within seconds, I feel like an empty shell again, completely void of happiness - because I did it for him, as a revenge on him, to prove a stupid point to him. So, what happens now, you ask? A brick hits me in my stupid fucked-up head and I realize no amount of fucking will fix this. The mind fuck clears and I see what I really need ... time ... time to.