I looked in the mirror and undid my husbands top shirt button which I was wearing under dungarees for gardening. I laughed at myself and said, "that ...hould make the old man stiff". I left the toilet and headed back to the garden but Sam was in the kitchen. He was sitting at a stool. "I thought I would come in as it is getting cold". I said, "yep, good idea". I put a beer in his hand and leant forward so he could see the top of my boobs. His eyes were all over my boobs. After that beer I was. This went on for more than two years and god knows where it would have led but it wasn’t to be. One day Silvio phoned me, completely out of the blue. He wanted to come back.’ Again I looked at him and tried to keep a grip on my feelings. ‘It’s impossible to explain how I felt then, anger, despair, hopelessness, you name it. Because, you see Guy, I knew she would take him back even though she loved me.’ I had to hold back a sob as the intensity of the emotional memory hit me. ‘Oh father,’ Guy. "Nobody by those names." Guy's twenty-two, about my height, tattoo on his forearm of a dragon." Yeah, he and his girlfriend are in 213."The detective motioned and the clerk handed him a spare key."See, I told you," said Jimmy. "Can I go now?" Wait here. If it checks out, you can beat it," replied the detective, motioning for his partner to join him in the elevator."Elevator's broken," offered the man behind the desk with a slight sneer.The two policemen trudged up the stairs and were soon. .no I needed to wash away the stink of piss and the sweat that was still on my body. I must have smelled bad even without my soiled clothes on. So I began to wash my body. He didn’t give me any soap but I did not care I just wanted my body to be clean of all the disgusting piss and sweat. So there I was on my knees and as the water continued to splash down, I rubbed my body especially my pussy, making sure to get every part clean as if washing my body would make me forget I am in this horrible.