The fact is, your mother was never that needful for sex – I needed it way more than she did, but still, there's a difference between saying 'I'm not...that interested' and 'I'll never have sex again'. I get that. I understood that. Hence the once a month idea."Needless to say, she broke some of those rules, but we'll get to that."John stopped speaking for a moment and took a sip of water, while Grace digested this."Ok, so that's almost jibes with what she told me. She didn't tell me about the. I wanted to tell her that I felt sorry for her, but I decided to keep my comments to myself. She didn't say much either. I think she was still a little embarrassed about what she had told me the night before. Either way, I was in for a lonely night alone watching porn and jerking off while Jackie would be watching her loser boyfriend play scrabble on the internet. She said a quick "Bye" and hurried out the door. I sat back and tuned on the TV. A few minutes later I was asleep. I woke a few. Returning to the bar, I was aware of the men staring at me as I headed for the door. When I grasped the handle, it was locked. Turning, I asked if they would open it. The bartender chuckled as he came around the bar, removing his apron. As he withdrew the keyring, one of the others spoke."Ya' know, miss, you have to buy a drink if you come in." Not wanting an argument, I shrugged and moved away from the door, asking for a beer. As the bartender got it, one of the others asked what dorm I was. I don't know how much longer things would have gone on that way had I not snapped. I totally lost it one afternoon after my motel jaunt with Jennifer. It had been a memorable day in that for the first time Jennifer had asked me to butt fuck her. I was driving back to work and Jennifer had her feet in my lap, bare toes playing with my exposed cock and my hands started to shake. They shook so bad that I had to pull over to the side of the road. I have no idea why because I wasn't thinking about.