Certain details have been changed so that this reads more like an actual story and less like a diary entry. If you enjoy this then please comment and ...r vote.* I lost my virginity at a relatively young age to an older man and since then I have been more attracted to them. I have been with boys my own age but I always find myself coming back to older cock. This is how it all started for me, this is how I had my first “Daddy”. It was late one night and I was on the internet chatting with this 34. My left hand on her neck and my right hand squeezing her butt. She is trying to push me. After to 2mins she forcibly pushed me and said what are you doing? With the angry tone. I got scared because our friendship also end now. But I am not in mood to leave this chance. She started to walk inside but I stopped her by holding her hand and hugged her from the back side and said don’t you really want to have sex with me. She said no I dont.in loud voice. I kissed on her neck and in sudden act I. Sliding myself right down onto the base of his cock, i sat there fully impaled on him as he reached around and started wanking my cock, which was now rock hard again, gently i started to grind my hips back and forth as he pulled at my hard length, all the time i did this he was kissing my back and the back of my neck. It wasn't long before i could feel myself wanting to cum again, so gradually i increased the pace i was riding him, and reaching down between our legs i started to play with ians. I heard him spit and then he smeared his hand over my crotch. Then his weight was pressing down on me as he got on top of me. Alarm bells were going off like crazy inside my head, telling me to run, fight, escape.Instead, all I could do was lay there. I felt a sudden pressure and slight burning against my vagina, and I knew it was his hard penis pressing against the gates of my girlhood. I heard him panting above me, inches from my ear. Then abruptly the burning sensation intensified and I.