We were expected. Our eventual existence was foreseen even before the Dragons left Arbor, and when Dad arrived on Arbor and assumed his role as Weaver...the Wizard, the Shar begun setting things into motion based on things that the Shar overmind had kept in their memories since before the beginning of history.I had some real problems with being considered an agent of destiny. Especially when every Shar I spoke to tended to capitalize the phrase. Of course the fact that I was really only speaking. As we go in I go to wash my hands , when come back, Mary is sitting between Joann and Josey and Shari by Josey, I sit by Kelly and Julie and Sharon on the other side of me. As look over Mary . i see that she slide closer to Joann is kiss her on lips passionate and running her hand up and down her back and rubbing her tits as this going i see Julie take one of Mary's finger im her mouth start sucking it and place in her pussy with Josey is rubbing Mary's ass and kissing her up and down her. I was praying that Kev had left. I approached the back gate, opened it, and found Hazel laid on a sunbed sipping a glass of wine."You silly boy" she chastised me with a smile "You were jealous weren't you ?".I felt my face redden. "Come and sit here" She patted the sunbed and filled a glass for me. "We are going to have a fun afternoon !" YYYes I hope so ! Where's Kevin?" I stuttered. "Oh he's gone" she replied "I think he was a bit unnerved" She laughed.I laid down on the sunbed and we chatted. My fingers could move. What could go wrong? Ha!On those first long warm evenings with the gentle ocean breezes blowing I would sit out by the pool in the apartment complex and write, typing away on my laptop. It was mostly garbage and I deleted most of the pages before I saved them. Those that I saved I threw out later after I had re-read them. They really were shit. Even I knew that. But I kept at it and gradually I got better. At least, I thought so. I started keeping some of the paragraphs.