In the man’s arms, he was whole again. He was whole as he had never been in his entire life. He could not remember a time in his life, when he had f...lt so happy, not even as a kid. He threw his long arms to embrace the mountain of heat pouring over him, inside him, filling him. He had John, and John loved him. Everything bad he had ever felt in his life disappeared; there was nothing else but the absolute sensation of happiness that was unfurling in his chest.He kissed John back with all his. So there wasn't a lot of sex in my life, at least not with other people. So I read everything I could get hold of on the subject and spent a lot of time with my cock in my hand. The desire to fuck a girl was intense but I couldn't even imagine a path that would lead to sex.When I turned 18 I went to my first adult theater. I was a bit scared and almost didn't go in but my horniness and curiosity won out. It was a big place that used to show regular films but had become a bit run down. The. ..to find a quiet corner and try and steal a kiss. However, before I could really find out Rose had found me and joined us. I knew my face gave it away that I was somewhat disappointed, but I had hoped that Rose didn't realise. Through the conversation I caught Laura looking at me, giving a cheeky laugh. That was it, I knew I had to do something or this would pass me by. I excused myself with some rubbish excuse and as I walked away turned see if Laura was watching - she was. I made my way. . and it got me around so it did its job.. I never thought it got me more work due to looking like a struggler but seems it did. There was a whole estate in the shape of a horseshoe and even though I only charged 75p per house .. Oh how times change ..would be most likely ren quid now. but my price was my key!! so cheap yet everyone led me and the price and I just hopped from fence to fence for ten houses then whipped across the front of them with my scrim.. I loved it , always seeing new.