Mostly it’s just a big group, but one of the girls goes to church with me on Sundays. I guess I don’t understand how Nancy can both be jealous AND...not want me to commit to her.”“She’s very conflicted and she’s been hurt pretty badly. You know she’s seeing a counselor.”“Yes, I do. And that’s a good thing. My problem is that I’m getting totally contradictory messages, and she seems to want me to stay away from my female friends. In effect, she’s saying ‘you first’ and then MAYBE she’ll commit to. .literally, and I didn't really want any of it to end to tell the truth. Tony had been whacking off the whole time, and when he saw the look on my face, he asked, "How about giving me a try?" I looked at him with the most disgusting look ever. Dude I'm not a fag, I said, ready to punch him in the nuts. "What, we're the only ones here, and no one would find out, and I guarantee I'll do a better job than this bitch." She looked at him angrily, and I thought what the fuck, I'll take a few pictures. Sometimes he'd be home three or four days, then gone for a week. I think that my mother started taking a greater interest in me because she was lacking various vital components in the marriage - namely, companionship and sex. Again, things weren't bad between my mom and father when he was around, but he was not an overly romantic person and once I started looking for it, I detected an absence of affection and attention that may have been there at one time, that was now missing, and that Mom. "Why don't you get a shower while I cook, relax and have a few morejoints." Yea sure," replied Billy. "Why not?"I showed him to the spare room and told him to leave his clothes in therewhilst he showered. After waiting until he'd gone into the bathroom Ireturned and removed his clothes replacing them with one of my erstwhilewife's white satin dressing gown. It was quite plain and I would tell himit was a male one or even a unisex one if he asked questions? I also hidhis rucksack in hallway.