I contacted him and while we were chatting I found out he actually lived in the same town as me. His name was Marvin, he was 61 yrs old and had this ...esire to be with white women. He said he had problems finding white women close to him. I told him we were actually in the same town, he was thrilled to hear that. We chatted for some time and I finally asked him if we should meet to see if we were compatible. I told him I was quite interested in Black men as lovers, We decided to meet the. I became suddenly aware of the habit because every time my hand reached the back of my head, I found a bunch of staples with no small level of pain. The resulting effect was two-fold. For one, it rudely ended my minor relief of tension. Second (and worst of all), it served as a reminder about Katie, thus adding to my stress. It was almost like a cruel joke: when you have something unpleasant in the back of your mind—well, I had a literal reminder on the back of my head causing me both. ”Suki left with a strange and uncomfortable laugh.As I got to Ashley she gave me a great big hug, “Kara I’m so sorry about what happened. Why in the heck did you Dad kick you out now?”After she led me into the house I answered, “Because he just now found out I was pregnant. He gave me a day because he thought he could find out who the father is. But when I couldn’t tell him he got pissed and kicked me out.” I saw a shocked and strange look in Ashley’s eyes and she opened her mouth and closed it. That was close, I hope that wasn't a teacher I though to myself.. Shortly after, the bell sounded for lunch and we panicked as we realized we should have been back to science ages ago. We quickly dressed each other and made our way back to the science room to get our books. We both arrived to lunch nearly ten minutes late and all of our friends asked where we were."We had to stay after to work on a science worksheet," I said with a sly smirk on my face.My eyes met my friend Mel's and we shared.