I reach up and touch your hands with mine then slowly trail my hands down the length of your arms to your shoulders, you start to drop your hands but ... whisper in your ear to keep them up.I trail my hands down over your armpits and slowly down your sides to your hips. I drop to my haunches and playfully smack your bottom before tenderly placing my lips against it and kissing it. You seem to be torn between wanting to grind yourself into the wall and pushing back against my mouth.My hands move. What a fantastic sight!Can there be a lovelier place in the whole world?Moving here was the best idea I've ever had!Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again.I did both our driveway and the sidewalks.This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again.What a perfect life!December 12The sun has melted all our lovely snow.Such a disappointment!My neighbor tells me not to worry- we'll definitely have a. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want. I have learned by practice how to explore her body. How much fun would it be to be instructed gently by another girl in the gentle art of maximising pleasure. So that’s my fourth wish for my wife (and me)e) And finally I would like to take it further. I would like to explore, together, what it is like for a real shared four-way exploration of bodies. I don’t want a new partner. I don’t want my wife having a new man, but I would love us both to wallow in the delights of four bodies playing.