The door was open and I called out “Maya aunty”, and as there was no response, I walked in.As I walked into the living room, I saw Maya aunty sitt...ng on the sofa breastfeeding the baby. I was thoroughly embarrassed and started saying sorry. I wanted to run away from their flat. But she kept her finger on her mouth and whispered that the baby was about to sleep. There is something about a mother feeding her baby that is innocent and sexy at the same time. I guess it all depends on the mother,. "As you wish."I looked into her sad eyes and then walked out of the room.It was another sleepless night as I lay awake, thinking over everything that had happened. Every aspect of my thoughts was revolving around Elisa, but unlike the previous night, I did not masturbate. While seeing Elisa naked had aroused me to no end, it was not the kind of arousal that I gained from watching Jenny and Carly. It was an emotional arousal, more than a sexual one.Next morning wasn't nearly as awkward as the. Was I just a ‘pretty man’ or did she see something more? There is not much privacy in the barracks but I was able to find a quiet place to jerk off. After that I slept very well. The next day, Tuesday, dawned hot and still. In the distance we could hear the jungle birds and the calls of wildlife. After breakfast we worked hard through the oppressive heat to make up for some lost time. Frank and I went over my duties with Bryers and Chang. Most of my work was in the preliminary stages so they. "Margaret sat beside her son on the bed, trying not to look at his crotch. "You know, you're getting to be a very handsome young man, Henry. Why, you're nearly full grown now. It's been a long time since I've had a really frank discussion with you about the things you're thinking about. Deep down inside, I suppose I still think of you as my little boy." That's okay," Henry shrugged."Henry, let me ask you a personal question: Do you think a lot about sex these days?"Margaret shifted sideways on.