Had I really? Under the influence of the Watch, with the power of being outside of time ... If I could have done all of what I had to Emily, with no a...tual harm done - was there really anything wrong with what I was doing? Not that I would ever abuse Linda or Kara like I had with our old baby-sitter, but some changes couldn’t hurt, could they? Particularly with Linda. Nothing major, nothing forceful. Just ... better.I had a good family life, and up until only a few days ago, I would have said I. My boss says just go over there and quickly take their order. by this time I'm hobbling and I can barely take a large steps but have to keep my legs very tightly closed and kind of cheater over as to not leak more pee into my panties.They were so slow in deciding what they wanted for their orders and I was starting to get really shaky and nervous. There is no way I'm going to be able to hold my bladder if I don't get to the bathroom with in a minute. all of a sudden as I was writing down an. I sighed and looked down at my lap. My boner was in clear evidence, and though Ruth pretended not to notice, I felt certain that she had. I recalled how much she liked to tease me in those days when we spend time in the “real world” on these not-quite-dates where we’d hang out and drive around and do all sorts of activities. She never referred to me as her “boyfriend” though looking back, she had no other steady male companion, and we were inseparable. I remembered how jealous I would become. Her arms opened wide as she rushed to me almost knocking me over with her embrace. Then she kissed me. I was prepared to be mad, angry, hurt but in her arms, her lips and body against mine, all I could feel was a rush between my legs and my heart about to beat out of my chest.“Oh baby, I've missed you. You never call. I thought maybe you hated me or something.”She looked at me with soulful eyes. I looked away embarrassed that I had been so aloof. Her fingers lifted my chin forcing me to look.