I am a sissy cross dresser, I can't help it i love the feel and how girlie it makes me look. I have tried many times to stop but I cant, so i lay on m... bed and put my computer on. I don't know why but I needed to feel a bbc cock, just to see what it is like I wasn't going to suck or let the man fuck me!! Just wonder if a BBC would feel different to the boy I experimented with at school with so I joined a Daddy for sissies meeting site.So I put my picture up on the site no face just my tiny. I didn't have a garden, but used a folding clothes airer to hang my washing out, which was almost daily due to the heat and my habit of keeping myself busy by doing little bits of washing regularly.When I was cleaning my windows one day I noticed that there was a brilliant reflection of the neighbours balcony which was almost like a mirror, and so I got to know the angles and positions from where I could get the best view without obviously looking.When I saw her from indoors, I would go out and. I stand with my legs apart, hands by my sides and my eyes facing down as I wait for him to speak. Briefly, I wonder if I will manage to ruin my orgasm after being denied for so long. I am snapped out of my thoughts by his deep moan of satisfaction. “Mhhmm. Good girl. Tell me young lady, does it turn you on to know that you will be frustrated even in your release? Does it make my beautiful girl wet when I tell her that I am going to own her pleasure in just the same way that I own everything. I shall do the same with mine. It may help us feel better."Outside, the airbase was being circled in the dark sky by five great vessels whose presence was not discerned by the base radars. The craft were transmitting signals which interrupted the radars with the result that the equipment treated the anomalies as clouds in the sky. Admittedly the clouds were coming down to RAF Feltwell and nowhere else, but radars are not sentient. Such facts are not of interest to radars.The ships landed, and.