The ‘micro-cycle’ would be the cycle of stages and their related activities that take place within a single encounter between Kali and Shiva. The...‘macro-cycle’ is the cycle of ritual that takes place over a whole relationship between Kali and Shiva. The former is clearly defined and time limited but each encounter contributes to the development of the slave and his rite of passage that forms the larger cycle. The ‘macro-cycle’ will be developed over a whole relationship, perhaps over a. “I can barely remember what it was like to be a guy. Any of it. I don’t remember the sexual urge of a guy, the attraction to women, anything. Every day I wake up, more of that part of me has faded away, replaced by a piece of my new life. I want to hate it, but I don’t.”“I didn’t know, Jen,” he said. “And I definitely didn’t mean to hurt you. I just wish you would’ve told me all of these things, how you felt.”“I didn’t even know how to tell myself,” I said, then getting a tissue to wipe my. We sat at a table outside where we could look down the Avenue and watch all the people. The food was good, the atmosphere was great, and we all seemed to be enjoying ourselves. Eventually, the events of our long day caught up with us and we headed back to our hotel.The next day we went to the Pere Lachaise cemetery where David and I ran ahead to look for some of the shots that we needed for the book. Some of the graves were heavily covered with moss, one of the scenes that I wanted to capture.. Into the second flute, her husband looked at her and said, “Now the very special part of the surprise will begin. For years I have talked about you having a sex experience with another man. You have read stories and articles and we have fantasized about that. Now I want you to find out how sexy and attractive you are. I have arranged a trusted partner for you tonight.”Nisha exclaimed, “He Bhagwaan! (Oh My God!) How can I do this? What if he does not like me? I am not pretty enough!”Sushil.