”“D ... Don’t you mean that we’ll both regret?”“I know what I meant. Just go.”I hesitated just a moment, then made my way to the guestro...m.I sat on the bed with my head in my hands. What was I going to do? I loved Sally, I really did, and didn’t want to lose her, but what I had, or was that used to have, with Lucy was something special. I truly believed that we were soulmates.I tried to drop subtle hints about maybe meeting in person, but she was very clear that was never going to happen.“I’m. Our camp is in an area set aside for groups, the care taker thought we might be more comfortable in this area, who am I to argue? The park is packed with day user. There are families enjoying the park, k**s playing in the stream, or they are running around just being k**s. As is it gets late in the day the day users start to leave and by 8:00 pm the park is empty except for the campers. The park is all ours.We have a later dinner, it is getting dark, and the only lights in the park are at the. My parents took me out for a nice dinner. They also bought me a new laptop and printer. I was very excited. I fantasize about having sex with a woman, but I've yet to do that. I'm always jerking off and reading nude magazines. I tend to jerk off many times in the day. I even watch a lot of porn on my computer. I guess I'm just your average eighteen year old. Well maybe not average, since I'm a virgin. Lately, I've been really thinking about our new neighbor, Rebecca. She and her husband moved. "Presents?"Jade hid a smile. Cat had given her the exact same look when she'd told the red-headed girl there was a kitten, puppy, and ice cream parade happening in the next street over. Hopefully the tear-filled pout wasn't to follow this time though, considering there actually were presents for her. She'd even hired Poocho the wonder pup to come to this stupid party. She wasn't sure what the hell the dog could do that was so special, but Cat hadn't stopped singing its theme song for weeks..