" Then why did you do it?"Ned sat silent a minute. "I'm not sure. He'd said some things, mainly about General Greene and old Dan Morgan, that made me ...ad and then he was pushing me out the door and calling me a fool and hitting me in the back, and I lost my temper and turned and hit him once. I felt his teeth against my knuckles and knew I'd made a bad mistake."Wainright stood and looked at Ned and scratched at his chin."I apologize Mr. Foster, and Mrs. Foster too and Nelly. I'm truly sorry and. We had lots of other games, so I won’t go into them all. But one I remember, and liked to do with a different boy, happened when we discovered a plastic tube, sorta like a toilet paper roll center but smaller, and tried putting our dicks inside, one of us in each end. With hard-ons the ends of our dicks would touch and we thought that was great. We had no idea what fucking was but we would go in and out while holding the tube still, in place between us, and it was kind of like screwing, but not. Especially your little brother, there was no way I was going to let you do that. You had to go, and so did I. But know, I will always be with you in my heart, as you will always be with me in mine.I love you my darling, and always will. The last months have meant the world to me, my kind and amazing lover. Just as much as I hope I healed you, you have healed me in return. We both knew this day was coming, I just wish it had not come this soon.Now you know why I had been so moody the last few. " She grinned. "So, did you like it?" Not near as much as I like what you're doing right now." Me, too." She released him and picked up her burger. "One of the ladies at the Friends of the Library meeting last week mentioned one of those vibrators. While I was reading up on them, I had a what if thought and the story started flowing. I wrote the scene at the restaurant before the rest of it. I was gonna' finish it up tonight and send it to you for a surprise." And I went and spoiled.