Then we froze everything, I said I will call them and once everything is fixed, coz still I haven’t spoken to my wife.That day night when I asked he... if she wants to fuck a black guy, she just resisted and said she is not interested and asked me to stop talking about this anymore, when I argued about the affair she said that it was only a fantasy and they never had any physical affair. I was little disappointed, but was waiting for a time, next week end I thought I will again give a try. But. We're finishing our report right now and I'll be leaving. The way Sarah is acting, I might bring her home with me. I'll send her mom to stay with a neighbor. God, you won't believe all of this."I could believe just about anything at this point. I went into my room and put on my shoulder rig just to be sure I knew where it was. I checked to be sure there was a round in the chamber.I began checking weapons that I had been shown the day before. The MP5 at the door in the umbrella stand had a full. The feeling lived in his guts somewhere, though it had yet to pay any rent. And that feeling told him many things, but most often it told him that those words were big thoughts, really big thoughts. John had yet to decide if he should trust a feeling that squatted in his guts, he knew the policemen in movies and on TV trusted their gut feelings, but John also knew you shouldn't believe everything you saw on TV."The dream, we call it. That thing, that in the blink of an eye can create a vast. In total it should take twenty minutes five to walk down and back, ten to put the bins out and chat for a bit. I went down the road and helped him with his bins; he was out at physiotherapy so could not tell my mum the time I was there, just in case she was suspicious. I then nipped down the shop across the road and brought a bottle of vodka. It was small but for my money it was what I could afford and never liked the look of cider or beer. I walked quickly back to my house and had the bottle.