??It?s not just the number of years, but how happy and fulfilling thoseyears are. And besides, women do generally outlive men, so I think thathelps to...counterbalance things a bit.?Marty?s expression showed he hadn?t ever considered that fact. ?Hmmm,?he said. ?So, no regrets???Well, it would have been nice to have experienced sex as a male justonce. You?ve been able to live life from both sides of the fence. I wishI had taken advantage of the opportunity.??Mother!??What?s the matter, Marty???A. Then I dropped the ball about Daddy wanting to watch. My son looked terrified. I assured him that I thought it would be O.K. It didn't help much.I told my son that ever since that day I had been masturbating early in the morning while his father slept next to me. I didn't tell him I had been doing that for years anyway ... mom's little secret. But I was truthful when I told him that each morning since, when I touched myself, I thought of having him inside me again. I could tell he wanted to be. Bonnie was wearing a black tube top with those big hard nipples poking through, top of a nice pair daisy duke shorts, that left a lot of her hot ass showing and of course black 5" CFM's (go fuck me pumps). Julies was wearing a gold top that was backless and open in the front down to just above her belly button. If she moved to fast or a fast move left or right, her big tits would fall out and a gold micro mini skirt with a black thigh net stocking and gold CFM's and both girls didn't have any. Let’s get to the story.Incident happened when I was returning to home after semester exams . During exams I didn’t even masturbated and no one in college knows I am gay and I did not want friends to know that I am gay which will make my life miserable if we come out we face lots of problems and people may avoid us so I kept as a secret. Absence of sex made me so horny and slutty. So I was returning to home at night in train.We could only see gay people at night so I made my journey at night..