How lucky John had been to have me, and other things. Bit by bit it all came out. Suddenly I realized that I had been 'turned' by a true professional....y doctor then asked me other questions about things that had happened. Mostly why I had done this or done that for Bill and never had let John. The farther that session went the angrier I got at Bill. By the end of the session, which had run over by an hour, I realized that Bill was not nor ever had been a 'nice' guy. He had targeted me and then. It was the most exciting thing I had ever experienced up until then. I mean, I knew what bondage was from, well, before and had dabbled, but Gary took it seriously. When he tied me up, it was for real, even that first time."He saw my reaction to it and rapidly introduced me to more and more bondage and domination, the stricter the better. I got hooked on it, really hooked. It was the closest thing I have ever had to an addiction. When I was tied up, I felt exhilaration, a real rush. For the. My butt was really fat for some reason. All this facts about my body made me extremely timid throughout middle school and high school. Being self conscious of my young body I started getting in to the whole emo fad. Wearing long black sleeves and long hair. Which turned out it made me more self conscious and shy. Through this faze in my life I was especially attracted to scene , emo, and goth girls. I would search the web for emo sluts and anything where there would be pale looking emo girls.. At the end of each bench closest to the wall, it was more thickly padded than the rest, like a pillow. Each bench had a number of shackles and straps on it as well. Also, he just noticed, there were a number of kegs grouped to one side of the row of benches. A couple of women were standing near the benches checking and adjusting them.A few minutes later, a couple came out of a door in the back of the room. Both were wearing slippers and bathrobes. The two women escorted them to the first bench..