And although I can't describe it to you, I get a wonderfulfeeling dressing and acting like I'm a girl." I HAVE lived with the fear of being found out ...nd being ridiculed by acommunity so I can understand and accept the reasons for your decision.In fact MY community begins with my brother and father finding out aboutmy feelings and I've lived with that fear for years." I've already felt the scorn and contempt of my own brother since I toldhim of my wanting to be a girl and being dressed up when. What I didn't think of was what it meant to them. Not the legality of it, but the ceremony, the decorations, the dress, the rings. Until Renée and I talked about it this morning, I didn't think it would happen. But they had already worked out the idea of still having all of that, only not worrying about the paperwork."Whisper watched me as I talked. I could feel her emotions shift. There was some jealousy there, but it was quickly silenced by her other emotions. The bond between us was helping. "It's hard to believe... I have asked so many times over the last year alone if I could meet Her. I get promoted and move out here, and it's like a chance encounter. So many things are different out here. The food, weather, even the people. But to run into Her... And She offers to buy me a cup of coffee. That's what is nerve-wracking..."I trail off, now becoming slightly embarrassed that I have started to let my emotions be known to these two women whom I had just met.The slightly older woman. ”She gives a squeeze to her husband’s cock. Fuck is he hard. “I’m glad you liked it. I was the one who unfastened my slacks and put his hand on my pussy. I wanted you to know that I wanted to fuck him.”“Yeah, I wanted to watch you fuck him. I wasn’t sure until I saw his hand on your pussy that you really wanted to.”She continues to stroke her husband, “Isn’t the private game much better than our public one? We can think of new ways to play while Chuck is here.”Mike knows there is no turning.