- Venera… n-am avut in viata mea o femeie ca tine...! Te rog… o sa fac orice-mi ceri tu… orice iti place tie… poti sa-ti bati joc de mine… n...-mi pasa! O sa te bat la fund daca asa iti place… orice… numai lasa-ma sa-ti ofer placere! M-am smuls din imbratisarea lui, am iesit din camera indreptandu-ma spre baie, reprimandu-mi un gand pervers: era deja al meu!……………………………Urmatoarele doua saptamani am trait cea mai confuza perioada a vietii mele, ametita si bulversata. Dragos devenise jucaria mea,. It went everywhere… I’d watched her go to the staff wardrobe and get the little brown paper bag and go on out to the Ladies, and knew she had her period again. There would be fresh pickin’s for me tonight! It was hard waiting – really hard … but eventually… Mmm, there were two absolutely bl**d-soaked rags there! The smell was fantastic and i swear one was still warm — I say rags because that’s what they were — torn-up pieces of sheet folded over into a pad -and pushed up against that hairy slit. Stabbed thirty two times, over two hundred stitches, and yet there was no organ damage. Oh yes, that was me, luckiest girl alive. If it happened today they would offer me cosmetic surgery, and my life might be dramatically different. As it was… it happened in 1987, when I was 16. At an age when most girls are going to discos and ensnaring pimply boys with their sticky lipgloss and overuse of cheap perfume, I was engaged in a never-ending round of doctor and hospital appointments, my face. . Then, told by the nurse the remove everything, "Everything off," she said. I felt a tingle...this stranger requesting me to get naked. She left the room, and me to strip down and tie on a flimsy hospital gown. I took a couple minutes to bask in the moment to be naked in a strange sort of public place before tying on the soft gown, feeling my so smooth body touching it. Now only this thin cotton between me and the nurses. Instructed to lie back on the bed, I was covered in warmed blankets.