I am desperate to be able to sleep again. I know that, and I still believe I am making the right decision. Being aware of our biases helps us to mitig...te their effects. I’m not just desperate. I do love him, and I was wrong. I was wrong about a lot of things. Kazaharu-san was right that I had been unwilling to make a decision between career and family. Lots of women juggle both, even with children, but fundamentally one or the other has to come first. For me it has always been career, without. If they turn you down everythingwill go on as always and won't be a problem."Mom was right, but on the other hand, if they selected me to do this, Iwould be in deep stuff very quickly! I just wanted to dress up once in awhile. Get pretty and maybe go to a costume party once in a while! Nowall I could do was wait; I could turn down the offer of course and go onwith my life, but the money would be spectacular. All I had to do wasbecome a young woman. When I was in my room I touched my. Uski randi maa aur behan ko choda tha. Wait …. You ??? Ayushman?”“Well thank you for getting my name right. I was expecting battery! Now you know I am.” I smiled with a devilish grin.Then his father arrived with our commissioner and ordered to free them. I didn’t comply and refused to free his son and the others. My main aim was to antagonize and provoke his father, pramod.He told me to sit down and said lets talk.“Beta itna khun garam mat karo. Tumhara commissioner bhi meri baat nahi kat ta.. It was hard to struggle against her as those big soft breast with their hard nipples pressed into by chest."I'm so, so sorry. I'm just a thoughtless bitch."Please forgive me, please."By that time Michelle had gotten into the act, pressing her naked body against my back lightly stroking my head, trying to soothe the "beast" in me.With a low voice very close to my ear she started"Peter, we didn't mean anything with that. We just wanted to give you a bit of a show. I'm sure you've figured it out.