I didn’t want to come right out and ask so I said, ‘Mmmmmm, this is awesome, but I think I want to be inside you.’ To this I got two good answer.... Kit said, ‘I want you inside me too, but I have to tell you, most guys have a hard time getting in there.’ So then I asked, ‘But you have done it before?’ To this she said, ‘Yeah, I’ve had sex with three guys, but none of them really got in too deep.’ I chalked this up to these three guys being smaller than me and them not knowing how to fuck a girl. I kept a nude pic as dp, and lot of x videos, at that time i watched TV, she saw every video and asked me and scolded y. R u keeping this ugly stuff; I’m sry!!! Then i wore towel and went to bed, aunty asked wer is ur dres i said its under washing!!! I’m. Going to sleep wid towel nly!!! She smiled and said k! Then power cut occurs!! It’s sweating at that time!!! I removed my towel!!! Aunty say y da u r a aged boy, dnt be like that, aunty its sweating thn pwer came she saw me in nude and my. I got the measuring tape and asked him to lower his pants, which he willingly did. I got on my knees and saw that he wasn’t having a full hard erection but his penis seemed to be getting to that stage. I saw his cock grow to its full glory. I took hold of his penis in my hand and held to tape to measure and I said “5 inches”. After that I still kept staring at his penis, and I didn’t realize that I was actually doing this. His touch on my shoulders brought me back. He signalled me to take off. So there I was, staring at a person I only partly recognized. Was Igoing insane? Was I hallucinating about being someone else, someone Ididn't know? Had I gone totally bereft of my senses? Who was the girl?And where was I--looking over her shoulder? It was tempting to swing myhead quickly around but I didn't. I knew there was no one else in thelavatory, only me, and my head ached even more.I could feel denial welling up within me. It took a long time to admitthat it was denial. What was it.