After a minute, he kneels up and says ‘That’s four,’ and begins to lube Vanessa’s ass. We both look at John having no clue what he means. John...smiles and says ‘I can count holes too. Number of holes licked…four.’ We both laugh. John slips his lovely hard penis into Vanessa’s juicy pussy and begins to fuck her good. I watch as he sticks his thumb in her butt and begins to fuck her ass with it. After six minutes, Vanessa screams her first orgasm. I’m getting very antsy. He continues to fuck. I can’t be Kira, the old Kira, the way I used to be. That’s love isn’t it? When someone changes you, and you realize you can’t go back? …And when you lose them and you realize you can’t go on?’ I broke, and began to sob quietly. ‘I wish I knew how to fall out of whatever this is! Falling in is so easy, especially with him…it was so easy, easier than anything I’ve ever done. Why can’t leaving be just as simple? I wish I knew how to be something else, how to define myself as anything but his! How. My arms are outstretched above my head, bound at the wrists and anchored to the wrought- iron headboard. My legs are left unbound and you have commanded me to keep them opened wide or you will bind my ankles as well. I feel both vulnerable and incredibly turned-on, splayed for your inspection. The inside of my thighs are wet and glistening with my arousal from our previous play we had enjoyed minutes ago when you fucked my mouth. I could still taste your salty cum as I licked my dry lips. My. The negotiations will probably last years. You’re shrewd. I need you.”“And that means travel, travel, travel.” I glanced back at my sister. “But you need stability to practice your art. Rithi ... She...” I took a deep breath. “I’m leaving you, Kora.” I gripped my fists. My words sounded so foolish. I hated myself for every word I said. But I had to make sure it stuck. I had to make sure Kora understood. “We’re siblings. What we have isn’t right. We can’t do this. I can’t do this. I can’t be.