Sitting up a bit myself, I wrapped my arms around her and carefully rolled over until she was lying on her back and I kissed her again, running my han...s up her arms, following them from the silky underside near her shoulders, past her elbows and eventually to her open palms, our fingers meshing as she closed her hands around mine. By now I had just let my instincts take over, kissing down her neck to her shoulders and the small hollow beneath her windpipe, working my way over her chest until I. After I did, she said, “I don’t think it would be a good idea for you to let it go any further. You grew up with her like a sister…and Brian please, I still have to work for the family.”I said, “I know mom, it wasn’t my idea to begin with, just forget I brought it up. Besides her concern about her job, I wasn’t sure about her feelings, so I said, “Are you upset that I made out with Laurie?”She said, “No honey, I don’t expect you not to go out with girls, just not Laurie. This thing between us. I know I never should havedone it, and I was honestly going to make sure that my mom undid it. And Iguess I'm really happy that she did undo it, even though that wasaccidental. I just really did enjoy it and I guess I kinda was gettinghooked on it, you, whatever." So you HAVE used it on me before, huh?" I said with a little bit of asmile. "Come on, come clean." Yes, I'm sorry. Three times." Three times???" Yes, the first time was Saturday night, and then again in the movie theatrewhen Jackie. Back when I told him about the two black guys who were hitting up on me at work, I noticed how he really got turned on by that. He would bring it up any chance he could in some way or another. I never understood the desire women had for black guys, I only knew one growing up in the Philippines, he was nice and in fact he wanted to date me, and at first I thought it would be ok, until mu parents said, "NO! You will always be looked at negatively if you marry one of them, besides, it's not right.