.”“At the diner?”“ ... where the Chief of Police is going to endorse you for Congress!”“Holy crap! That’s my first endorsement, isn’t ...t?”Brew nodded. “With this one, I bet we can get a bunch of others. We’re also going to announce a $5,000 contribution to the local women’s shelter, and Nick and the waitress are going to be there, too.”“Well, haven’t you been a busy little beaver,” I told him.“So, get in the car and drive!” he ordered.I got in the car and turned to Marilyn. “Did you bring the. “Thank god it was just a bad dream.” Becky ran and jumped into my arms and said; “daddy are you OK?” “Yes sweetheart I’m fine, it was just a bad dream. We should be going now. “I told the ladies.So we all got dressed. I ask Nancy; “what’s your Maiden name and your father’s name.”“My fathers’ name was Larry, my maiden name is Stillwell. I don’t know if Diane changed her name when she got married or not.”I told her thank you and I’ll see you on Wednesday.Heather, Mindie, Kate, Becky, and I got in. How many times have you been in love? I asked him, when the song ended. The room spinning. I wore black slit jeans and a low cut top with a crop top underneath. My red and black hair was in a messy fishtail, my fringe hanging over one eye. Twice he said. Louise and savanna? I asked, probably not being as sly as I thought I was. Not Louise Lewis said, his eyes meeting me for a brief second. How many girls you slept with now? I asked lying back on the bed. Five he said, with a cheeky smile. . Tazz once wrote "When it is time to pay the piper-the coin of the realm is expensive."Informing the kids was the hardest moment of my life. I wanted us to tell the kids, share the news together as a united front. It was a trial to just get my husband to agree to be there, but only so I would not try to demean or shift the burden onto him. I know it was my own mess to clean up. The children blamed themselves first, which was the hardest. Then they blamed me outright. I was not prepared for.