" I reached around him and started feeling up his pecs, then fiddled with his nipples, which brought a hum and Mike's arms reaching back to pull my h...ps into his backside. He said, "I feel a bump in your pants, is that something you want to stick in my mouth?" "Hell yeah," I said. "Here, I'll let it loose for you."Mike turned around as I loosened my pants and pushed the works down. My hard-on was in process, but Mike went to his knees and took me in his mouth. After a few seconds, I'd. Pinbu avalai paduka vaithu aval kazhuthil irunthu nakinkonde vanthu mulai kaambai sutri naki pinbu kaambai vaaikul vizhungi urinthu sapinen.Aval mulai kaambu sappa nandraaga irunthathu, iru mulaiyaiyum sappi sugam koduthen. Nandraaga sappi vitu aval sirithum ethir parkatha vithathil aval kuthiyai naka aarambithen. Aananthi ithu naal varai en pundaiyai yarume nakiyathu illai nee thaan muthal muraiyaaga en pundaiyai nakugiraai endru solinaal.Avalin kuthiyai nandraaga naki sugam koduthen, unmaiyil. ”“YES - DO THAT NEXT TIME - DAMN YOU!”I looked back, and Edie was standing behind me - Rondo was sitting on the couch beside Ellis. I turned around to sit on the couch, then reached out to pull Edie on top of me.“Come sit on my cock and fuck me, Edie. I want to suck your titties as we fuck.”“Here I come, and I am so ready your cock. I heard what you told Ellis about going to the Courthouse in Collinsville. I’m definitely going to get some of those pills. I don’t want to get pregnant, but I love. Yet, what Iwould give for a month or maybe only a week, here or there to satisfymy desires. I wouldn't need it all the time, just a chance to seewhat it would be like. To experience even for a little while, a lifelike those I've seen and wondered - and dreamed - about basically fromafar.But the reality is, that possibility is so remote as to seem totallyworthless to even imagine.So, I don't know what to do. Do I keep tearing my mind apart, beatingmyself up, wishing for something that will.