It felt like a lifetime before Daniel tried anything with me, it's not as though I wasn't sending out the signals. I would often drop files on the flo...r and bend over in a provocative manner to pick them up, the flash of a stocking top, often without knickers, an open blouse, a bit of innuendo, laughing stupidly at his crap jokes, nothing seemed to be working. I though maybe he way gay, but Jason had told me that he had a wife. Could it be that this man was one of the few who could in fact keep. So, I agreed somehow. My mom sent my brother to his friend’s house for a couple of days and informed uncle about my decision. So he came to our house that night.He was drunk. He gave me some to drink. I quietly sipped his whisky. It tasted bitter. He then slowly removed his clothes and came towards me and started kissing me. At first, I was tense. But I slowly gave in and started enjoying his kiss. He kissed deeper and sucked on my tongue. It was slowly turning me on.While kissing, he slowly. ”I was about to deny it, but realised she was absolutely right, again. I apologised.“Well?” she persisted, “Can you forgive? For any of it? If she can explain?”I sagged. I’d tensed up and now consciously relaxed myself.“I got to wondering about the meaning of forgiveness on Friday night. It’s been troubling me on and off for a while, but every time I tried to take some time to think it through, I got interrupted, one way or another.“It’s strange but since I’ve been wondering about it, I’ve used. ?She thought you might have been cheating on her.? When she found out that you really fantasizeabout being made a sexy little slutty woman and made to suck black cock she wassurprised but not shocked.? She said shehad caught you looking at black men quite a few times.? She said you made racist comments from timeto time but it was almost as if to cover up the fact that you secretly desiredto be a cuckold and made to suck and be fucked by some big black brotha?s.?? You?re wife was a swinger.