. ?" Gladys pressed.I sighed. "I know what's right -- but I can't bring myself to push her away. One day, she'll decide about that on her own -- but I...m too weak to make the call for her, and hold myself to it." I wish you'd quit going on and on about it," Carmen said softly. "The decision is made."I sighed and eyed Gladys. "So..." We understand one another," Gladys replied. "If it doesn't work, I can always use a bedroom in one of the other condos. I KNOW it won't be all loud and nasty..."I. Carmen insisted on riding in the back seat with the baby, Louisa sat up front with him. Louisa did not talk much, but her eyes and body language spoke volumes. The raw carnality she radiated was palpable as she regarded him from under the mass of thick dark hair that partially obscured her face. Louisa’s conservative outfit could not hide her dynamite body, and she did not attempt to pull down the skirt that had ridden up her smooth cocoa brown thigh. If she wanted Jake to look, she got her. "I think you're beginning to get it, pretty much from the start. And whois this really?" he said pointing to John. "I know that you were theoriginal John, so who's this?"I was compelled to answer, even though I didn't want to as it would risknever getting back to normal. "It was Becky." So what was your plan with this then?" he asked."I figured if I changed Becky to me, she would then know all about me andbe able to change me back," I reluctantly answered."You aren't so dumb after all!" He. I figured any positive life experience was worth investigating and with that thought in mind I showered, jumped in the car and was at her door within the hour.As she opened it she said, "you are very prompt, I have just got out of the shower, come in and have a drink".We chatted for a while and I told her about myself a little.Veronica sat close and I started to stroke her arm as she look me in the eye. She was smiling sweetly and I leaned over and kissed her. It was the first time we had.