But don’t know why I … Just… Want to just masturbate sum man?He: what??? Are you crazy???Me: don’t panic, I am not a gay I just wanna try...it out for the pleasure?He: soooo? ….Me: so I was thinking that everything is shared between you and me so why not I try this to you…. We can end this topic if you want but you are the only person I found to share my “This” type of feeling with.He: ohhk fine but ill not do nothing to return this favor you can do it no need to extend that too. I was very respectable looking even if it was only the shell. It was probably a good thing that no one knew what I had been up too the last few weeks. I expect I had done something to get me investigated if not jailed.After I was suitably and conservatively dressed, I drove to the drive through window at the Krispy Kreme donut store. I loaded up on compact, empty carbs, and sugary bombs. Sam had worked for Jeff for almost twenty years. In that time he had come out of the closet, and gotten even. He wraps the rope around my neck and lays my head back down. Then he pulls on the rope lifting my bound leg up off the bed. He strings the rope around my other leg at the bend of my knee and makes a loop. Pulling it so that this leg is suspended off the bed too. He binds it. When he is done it reminds me of homemade stirrups. Both my legs suspended in the air and my hands resting under my ass.?Now, I am going to leave your hands free. But you cannot do anything with them. Ok, slut? I am. The voices, the other people, and it was always jumbled and confusing and I tried to remember but it was gone."School tonight." Angela kissed my ear, moving closer."Oh," I frowned, but I didn't complain. I had to go to school, but it was night school for high school drop outs and people wanting a GED if nothing else in life. I probably would have ended up there anyway, even if Angela hadn't found me.The only real point of it was that if I had to live for a hundred years, or a thousand, or.