On first night at our relatives home we slept without any problem. But on second day more relatives came and in night it was decided that I and mom wi...l sleep on a single bed because the house was fully packed. After dinner we went to sleep. It was single bed and some more relatives were also sleeping in the room on different beds. Our bed was in front of cooler, so in night I started feeling cold. Mom had a blanket. I said to mom that I also want to come in blanket. She welcomed me and both of. But, the bag was only half empty, and I felt like I had to getrelief, so I begged, "Please Mistress, I can't take any more!"Ann looked at me for a long minute and I guess she saw the desperation onmy face, and said, "Alright, I will slow it down for a little while, justbecause I want you to take it all and hold it until you feel the fulleffects of the solution."I was thankful when I heard two clicks of the valve and the warmth startedto subside, but the cramps and bloating still persisted.. It was Mr. White. I didn't wait for him to say anything but his name and I hung up. I knew he would call back so I unplugged the phone from the wall. I sat down on the couch and tried to think. What could I do? If it was the law, Mom would have no choice but to send me back and make me take part in it. I needed time to think.Monday morning - SimmieI sat there and cried like a baby. Here I was, twelve years old, a genius (so they tell me) and crying like a baby. Mr. White was on the phone in no. Eventually he asked us to go into a changing room and undress to our underwear and put on the robes that we would find there. We sat down again while he talked about massage techniques and ‘centring the emotions’. He asked us to come to the other side of the large, windowless room where there was a bench or table, I’m not sure how you would describe it. It was padded, with a towelling cover over it and had adjustable rests and supports. In its present configuration it was basically a flat.