.. m ... me..." I forced my lips apart despite the chatter that wanted to cut off my communication. Each exhalation was accompanied by yet another shu...der. Was I hysterical? Even the thought of the word brought another reflection of the situation I was in, thanks a fucking lot, Freud."No. No way. You don't just ... you don't just turn into a girl, Hen ... You can't be him!" Trish exclaimed, coming closer to where I huddled on the bed.My arms were crossed at my chest, and my face was turned. He did. He won. I am amazed at how I have accumulated these bones without dying of the diseases that come, when they come. I made it through the STD era. I made it through the AIDS era. I was not entirely unscathed. I had two abortions. Those tiny skeletons are buried in another part of the closet. One I refuse to open, one I refuse to remember. The bones of their fathers are buried in there as well. One father I didn’t know. The only time we spoke was at his arraignment. He was my rapist,. Then he slapped my ass and told me how beautiful I looked. Proud, I minced down the hallway with my arm wrapped around his.?????????We met our friends in a small restaurant with an American d?cor. The men were dressed in suits and looked very handsome. Both men greeted us warmly, giving a handshake to Daddy and a warm hug to me.?????As we sat down Ben told me the girls were freshening up. A few moments later I saw them; and they were almost unrecognizable.?????Shortly after taking seats. ” “There are no other surprises is there?” “No mom there’s not, it is just the five of us here right now.” “Roger is right, I’m the only surprise there is, as far as people go.” “There was to be no other people other than the four of us to know anything about what goes on here Roger. Are you part of this as well Nestlé?” “Yes, and we had no other choice but to do what we did and keep Nancy here, which we will be telling you all about it, as soon as you two put your bags away as mom said you.