Do you t-think he'd really use it a-against me?" Yes Mark he would. So don't be foolish and try to avoid doing what he or I want you to do." You seem...to have a lot of influence with him. You would try and stop him if I put my foot down on him basically taking over our marriage. You know I have to try?" Honey, first of all you don't have to try. Forget the manly pride thing. You're too weak to make it happen. You know that. Anyway, I won't support you. I have feelings for and need Dave. I. "It's not a sudden decision," I said, sitting down next to her. "Imagine...Imagine if you woke up tomorrow, but the body you were in wasn't yourown. Imagine if you had to live life as someone completely different, anddeep down inside, you knew it was wrong. That's what it feels like everyday for me. I don't love you, or Emma, or mum and dad any less. I'M theone who needs to change, not you or anyone else." Do- do you wish I was also a boy?" Becca asked, and to my shame, Icouldn't help but. “Do you hear that?” she said.“Hear what?” Isaac said, muttering. He was dealing with a sudden onset of heightened lucidity, as if the giddy madness of the last hour was a drug and now all of sudden he was crashing. With everything over he was increasingly unsure of how he felt about what had happened. He got down off the rock on unsteady knees.Sitting up further, Seila said, “The Sabbat is starting. You really can’t hear it?”“What’s a Sabbat?” said Isaac. He was looking at the remains of his. Two hundred days ago he'd announced to his family at the dinner table that he was signed up to take the Entrance exam for Starfleet Academy. His mother had cried, his father had nodded respectively, his brother had patted his back. A good choice, a strong career. His family had always been about work ethic, and in the end it had been decided that if this was where Dack Gamorson could do his best then that was where he should go. The tests had been grueling, some things so simple while others.