It's tender now. But it will be better. You'll still ... You'll still love me, won't you, Brian?" How can you love me? Don't pretend. Run. Run far awa..., Courtney. I'm death."She cried and ran from the room.Run!I opened the text book and read. I'd already read this book, but it wouldn't hurt to review. And while I was studying, I wouldn't sleep. The night nurse came in and turned off my light. As soon as she was gone, I struggled to finally reach the switch and turn it on. I read. If I read. “What does 'seeing him' mean”, “Well I went up there a couple of times and bumped into him, but then we arranged to meet, its been fun”.The story came out tantalisingly slowly. Sue was checking at each stage that I was O.K. with it before she continued. There was more messing about than swimming and after a couple of 'accidentally' touching her boobs he was now regularly coming up behind her and actually feeling her tits. Sue has always liked this so did not object. She had fancied him for a. ”“You just wait until Dan takes you dancing. You’ll have a few drinks to loosen up and dance close and get hot and horny and won’t be able to keep your hands off each other. Then he’ll give you hot, fucking sweaty, sticky, fucking horny, fucking sex!” She smiled, remembering their dances together.”“I can hardly wait.”“He’ll always give you a good time and treat you decently.”“He makes love so well. If he cooks and cleans as good, then consider him sold to me,” I joked.”“I’m not sure if he’s for. Yes", I responded."I ... I want to try and ... help you."Silence on my part seemed like the most appropriate response."I'm afraid ... I know you may not like ..." she paused, searching for the right words. "You may not appreciate any of this to begin with."Somewhere deep inside me somebody grinned softly, and at the same time I felt the blood rushing down to my loins."... but I think, indeed I am sure, that it's necessary for you." What Mum?" I asked innocently. "What's 'necessary' for me?" Oh.