"Penelope fainted at the news.When Penelope became conscious again, she was lying on a sofa with a cold rag on her head. Esther saw her eyes open. She...took the cloth, dipped it into cold water, and put it on the young woman's head. Penelope sat upright. She instantly recalled Esther's words that her mother was dead. Esther handed her a silver goblet of wine. Penelope took a long drink feeling the warmth go down her throat and nestle in her empty stomach."What did she die of?" A broken heart.. .believe it or not, some sex feelings and emotions that I have are not easy to talk about........... Okay, let me say this, and I will shut up about it. After that happened, for the next few weeks, I thought I was one sexy hot mama. I wanted, no, to be honest, I couldn't wait to try out what Cecil had shown me on some unsuspecting boy. I was thinking then that I would like to do those things with older boys; those boys in my class didn't seem like much after Cecil. But I liked younger boys too,. She admitted that she had been with a couple of men besides Tom prior to today but that she was not having “an affair”. It was “just sex”.“For the longest time, I just masturbated… I know you found my stash of vibrators” Susan admitted quietly. “But finally, when you were traveling for work, I had the opportunity to have sex. So, I did. I love you, Steven, but I needed a man to satisfy me. Please don’t be mad.”I told her that I wasn’t mad and that I was sorry that I couldn’t be the man she. My heart beating very fast. Carefully I stand up from my bed with the support of stick and slowly I came to their room. In the room Bed Lamp was on. Slowly I peeped from beside window gap.I surprised……..Oh my god.. They are fucking….Then I known about my wife. She told me as till now they not fucked. But she was lying and daily they both were fucking. My blood was boiling. But what can I do..? This 2nd marriage she did with my pressure only.Then in my mind running only their fucking session. So.