" I don't understand why."I knew why. My problem wasn't talking to girls... it was making that initial conversation. Breaking the ice. I just wasn'... good at that part. I always felt like I was coming off an idiot or something. Once that ice was broken, I was fine, though.She whispered in my ear... "I want you to feel something" and she took my hand under her skirt. This would be the first time I ever really did that too. Her pussy was soaked. I could feel that even before touching her. "Sir," a deepvoice called out. "Hotel staff. Please open up."Sophia gave me a quick squeeze to tell me that it was okay.I opened the door to find the doorman standing there, along with one ofthe hotel guests. They didn't wait for my invitation, barging into theroom as if it was their own. I was a little shocked until Sophia poppedup and gave the doorman a big kiss."Hey girl," he said. "I saw your video and thought you might like alittle help making a new one." Sophia clapped her hands in. This early on I missed my parents and Suzie something awful. I kept wondering if running away was the right choice. I mean it clearly was; I would be in jail otherwise.I mean, you have to see life through my perspective. It’s easy to pass this off as a story, but for me it is no story.This is real life to me. I was seventeen years old, but I was always a homebody. I loved my parents, and I truly loved my girlfriend. Connections to the people who raised me, who were part of my life back then,. You know they did your laundry and took care of your grass." Don't forget Jose went with me to buy wood, and did most of the loading and unloading. It was pretty good relationship," I admitted."Jeremy and I were so sorry about Jose. Also the split it caused between you and Carlos' family," Alice said."Well you know what they say, it is what it is," I said."Yes, I suppose so. I will pick you up in an hour, or would you rather drive," she asked."I'd like to drive, I think, ' I replied.After Alice.