Well I don't know if I can explain it, have you ever loved someone so badly that it hurts but you know it's wrong and you can do nothing about it?" I ...eplied "Not really". "Don’t get me wrong, I love Dave but that's how I feel about Sammy, it hurts me that I'm gay when I love her so much and she loves me. I think I'm talking total balls. Upstairs I knew this was the last time I'd ever see..." He broke down and began weeping again. I guided him to sit at a kitchen chair, put a coffee in front of. A long talk in his office meant standing inside the circle without being able to leave for a bathroom break. She wondered if he was going to kick her out of the program. At the moment, that didn't seem to be that bad of a future.A half an hour later, Denise stood inside the circle in Dale's study. He stood across from her without moving. In a very soft voice, he said, "This program is about learning things about yourself. Tell me one thing that you've learned since living here." I'm a whore,". Stand aside and let us pass. There is no time for this petty foolishness.’ But Grazebuell did not stop his incantation, screaming like a madman the entire time. Remembering it, it’s a positive wonder that anything came of his efforts, so corrupted were his pronunciations. I heard then the strange sound of liquid flames turning to cinders and ash as they fell from overhead, burning themselves up and everything else they came in contact with. But there was no effect on myself and my Master, for. I was able to swallow most of it, but some slobbered out the sides of my mouth and down my chin, which I tried to wipe away with my hand and the bottom of my tank top.Eddie said, “Clean me off, Colleen.” So, I began licking and sucking his softening cock to clean it off, as he turned to Bob and said, “So, do I have your attention, Bob? Every day. Until you pay what you owe. Your pretty little wife will be blowing and fucking me until she can’t stand up straight.”With his eyes downcast, Bob.