He needed to tell Alan so much, but he couldn’t utter a word. The stirrings of the troubled soul on the edge of change needs an ear to unload his mo...t precious secrets. Like insects streaking and hunting through his body Queresh possessed this self-doubt, devouring what remained of his confidence.“I’ve never seen you like this,” remarked Rothenberg.“Oh yes you have. I’ve been hiding it, but you’ve seen it.”“When have I seen it?”“Right now. You can say I’m going through changes.”“Everyone goes. I swung my leg over him and squatted over that massive shaft. I lowered my hole toward it and reached down with my hand to guide it to its target. When the head touched me I stopped and rubbed it against my opening and gently pushed myself down. I felt good, but there was no way it would fit. I squirmed on it and lowered my ass a little more and it started getting a little uncomfortable but not more than I could stand then With a sting and shooting pain through my ass hole the head was in. The number of people at the station to see us off caused my eyes to well up with tears. Thankfully, about everyone else was crying too.It made me sad as hell to be leaving El Paso, because I’d made myself a damned good life there. Ironically, that was the exact reason I had to leave. There had been no larger than life Tyler McGuinn living in the El Paso of my ancestors. If I stayed, I knew for certain that there would be no Tyler McGuinn living in the El Paso of the future.As the train pulled. It was the first time she had ever thought he looked at her as anything other than an employee and this excited her.’ It’s okay, I was getting ready to get out anyway.’ She said smiling now feeling an uncontrollable urge to show off for him. She stood up facing him, but not looking directly at him and ran her hands slowly through her hair. She felt giddy knowing that even though it was dark, he could see plenty. Slowly she turned around letting him get a good view of her backside as she got out.