'With a gut wrenching cry of anguish Sam slid to the floor sobbing. 2.Kara drew her gaze back from the closed door and lifted herself from thefloor wh...re she'd been kneeling for, how long, half an hour? She stood andturning wiped her face with her open hands. Her gaze travelled across the 2large yellow envelopes sitting on the table and the single gold key on top.No it wasn't a dream, maybe a nightmare. What the hell had just happened?What had she done? Wanting it all she had lost everything.. .. you know what I mean."Girl Brian. Can't you even say it? It's not a disease you know." I didn't mean it like that. It's just so... unnatural. I was born amale. To be changed like this just isn't right. It's not fair. I can'tjust sit still and allow this to happen to me. I've got to do somethingabout it." And what if you can't find a way to change back?" I will. I have to. I refuse to be a girl Rachel. I won't!" But I've seen you Brian. That's what you are now." I don't care what I look like. M., but she was still dressed.We agreed to go out for a casual dinner somewhere within walking distance of the hotels.Toronto is a gorgeous city -- possibly the most beautiful big city in the Northern Hemisphere (although Vancouver ain't too shabby, either). I instructed Juniper to spend her free time making up an itinerary of things the two of us could do together early Friday, when we had a night game, and in the evenings on Saturday and Sunday, when we were playing in the afternoon.Then, on. Already I was aroused having never even done that before. In the safety of the car I drove slowly to the spot I knew of all the while letting the coat fall open as I changed gear and feeling its smooth silky lining on my skin,. I parked the car by some trees and got out doing up the lower coat buttons as I did. My heart was pounding with excitement and already I could feel the cool air on the dampness between my legs. I climbed over the wooden fence and walked the few yards across the verge.