Alone the tension I had been feeling lessens enough that I drifted into a fitful sleep, full of nightmares, I screamed and cried out, reliving the fir... and crash. ‘SSSHHHHHHHH, there little lady, SSSSHH, lay still or you will be cut in a really bad place.’ He chuckled lightly as I felt a wet something on my crotch. Placing a hand on my stomach he started to shave me. I felt a shudder roll through me. He pulled my lips taunt as he shaved each side of my labia. I had never been shaved except to. Gloriously satisfied, deliriously happy, she slumped into him, curling up in his lap. Their chests heaved against each other, bringing about small aftershocks and she grabbed his chest, just trying to hang on. His fingers tangled in her hair, his thumbs finding her jaw and tilting her head up for a lingering kiss. Her eyes fluttered open slowly to focus on him, looking at her in dazed wonder. She smiled slowly, tickling his beard as they stared at each other for a long moment. ‘You’re. ...Suddenly I found myself on the street. Absentmindedly I had exitedwithout bothering to check out around me. Now my courage left me, butthere was no going back. In no way self-assured I went to the bus stop.I had no money, and my student bus card was in my wallet. This wasillegal. I'd never done this before.A bundle of nerves, I sat on the bench at the bus stop. It wasn't justmy outfit that worried me, but the getting a bus ride without paying forit. I had a valid card, but I didn't have it. As long as I could keep him from talking religion withUncle Tim, everything would be fine."Every transsexual has to struggle with figuring out at what stage ofknowing someone they should tell about their past. I've had a lot of lucktelling people about it very early on, but making it look like a joke or ablatant lie, and then letting them decide to slowly take it seriously attheir own pace. I don't know if that would work for other transsexuals ornot; it might be hard to pull off if you.