I felt that I was sharing in a wonderful experience and wanted, no, needed, to have you experience that with me. So how is this different from the Pro...ram, then? Weird ... That's public sex too; it's supposed to get everyone involved and break down barriers of modesty and inhibitions, right?" I think it's the impersonal nature of the Program. One size fits all," Denise mused. "Everyone has to go at the fastest possible pace—forced to run before they learn to crawl, I think. Also, there's no. I got a "mmmm" from the caller ... then she said, "Are you up for more... ?" I said, "maybe not right this second ... but when?"Mary told me that Joy had called her late last night, and that she, Joy ... and Carmen had talked for over an hour. Carmen had spent the night at Joy's, and they had cuddled and talked only about their visit with all of us. "Annnnd?", I interrupted. Mary said, "OK, I think you'll like this ... those two want to see you and I, and play some more ... you still there? .... ...." "I know what you were trying to do," shot back her mom, "the question is, where did you get such an idea!?!" Valerie had never lied to her mother, and even though she wanted to, she broke down and told her about the magazines and all of the pictures depicting all sorts of sexual acts. Her mother, now calming down, remembered how she as a young girl had also experimented with masturbation, and that it was almost impossible to resist its temptation! . "She said, "What about your dreams? We want you to come to the party and then Monica and I'll come back here with you. Please come with me." Sure, I was just going to stay here and wash my hair." I said as she followed me into my room. She went into my closet and started to pick out something for me to wear.Dani said, "You have some nice clothes, where did you buy this stuff?" When your brother went to Vegas he picked up a transvestite. When I went, I replaced my wardrobe."She handed me a shirt.