“You look great!” she said. “I’ve run into other people from school and they look sooo old.” “Thanks, I’ve tried to stay in shape, I on...y saw you out of the corner of my eye when you walked in, but I thought you were in your 20’s, You look fantastic too.” Becky really did look great. She’s 5’3” and about 115lbs and her mid 40’s age was definitely not showing. Her hair was still jet black and her Italian olive skin was just as glowing as ever. I thought to myself, 'Oh my god, every time I look. '"Maria said, 'Dulce, Tomas, let them have the food we are carrying. Arnoldo and I must talk.' She led me outside. 'Arnold, how much can we help them? They look pretty bad. Do you think they are partnership material?'"I answered, 'Except for the one who spoke, probably not. The others are badly beaten down. Perhaps with food and a thorough cleaning, they might rise to questionable. I wouldn't bring them to the compound or to our safe house. Your last name may be worth something, too. I think. ?You have a toilet, sir. It?s right in front of you,? she suggested cryptically. What the fuck does she mean, he wondered. Oh, wait, she means her mouth. I?ve heard of that before, but it?s not a kink or fetish that is spoken of much, and certainly not with approval by people in my circles. Senior officers are often conservative in sexual matters, at least with their wives. Well, if she is willing to do that, so be it. It?s convenient to give her what she desires this time, a little piss to. Hence, one of the reasons for losing weight.I was probably kidding myself that I was taking them for comfort. Itobviously went much deeper and was probably a subconscious desire tochange gender.I started on hormones in September 1993, when I obtained ten packets ofLoestrin 20 which contain 20mcg of ethinyloestradial and 1mgnorethisterone, which lasted until the beginning of February 204. I nowknow that I was taking insufficient dosage as these had little effect,apart from some increased nipple.