" Exactly, doctor. Now get some kip, it's gonna be a long couple of days. You're gonna need to stay alert."I got into my slug and lay there. I couldn'... sleep. Although I felt a bit more relaxed about things there was a doubt chafing away at the back of my mind. I wanted to believe that it wasn't Jean, but I was sure it was a woman by the way she moved.Jean was massaging my foot. As I watched I realised it wasn't mine. The leg was like a fat pink grub. She lifted the ankle and brought the foot. I told him that it wasn't. That he did all he could then some. This one is strictly on Red, she wasn't ready. Maybe things would have been different if Michelle had stuck it out. No one will ever know. At least not for a while. Not 'til Red comes out of this current state."I was getting a more than friendly hug from Cindy and I was reacting to it. I think she felt it and backed off a bit."Peter, Roz is right. You need to focus on your life not trying to second guess of 'what if' or 'should I. We walked into the same area and sat on the same stones, he sat next to me and we sat there just looking around, I could tell he was either embarrassed or innocent in this position.So I took the initiative and placed my hand on his knee, looking at him he said he doesn't know what to do, I asked him if he had a girlfriend and he replied he had but she doesn't know where he goes, he asked me the same and I replied I was happily married, he asked me if I was sure as I'm down here, I said I was.We. Austin and Tessa were driving down with Jorge and Marissa, and they came in a few minutes later. The busboy was just filling our water glasses when Toby and Ashley came in."Where's Jake and Jaimie?" I asked. They were supposed to be with Toby.Toby shrugged. "Jake called about a half an hour before he was supposed to pick us up," he said. "Something came up, said they'd be late." I wonder if it has something to do with Tara," murmured Kayla.We carried on without them, and we ordered our dinners..