I wasn’t giving up. I’d just gained a better understanding. ‘I’ve been worried I won’t be able to match the depth of your love and you expre...s some of your passion by explaining the ecological balance of love. What the hell was I worried about?’ Jeff looked confused. ‘We don’t even speak the same language. I speak English. You speak nerd.’ I lifted his hand and kissed it. ‘But you’re my nerd.’ I relaxed and just went with the flow for the rest of the meal. This felt like make-up romance. I. “are you ok darling you not unhappy, are you?” she took a moment “of course not I am just concerned we are playing with something here which is truly exciting but dangerous, I just want us to be ok with it that’s all” I kissed her and we both relaxed, I wanted to make love to her right then and we both were in the right mood.We enjoyed fully clothed love making and being a bit frantic with each other she was a perfect tease and I loved it. She was wearing a nice button down dress with a low cut. This could go either way, I thought. If we pressed the issue then we might spook Emily off, or it might work.Christine told me that “Emily was just telling me about her boyfriend had dumped her when he learned she was “joining the service.”As we ate the pizza and wings Christine inquired further about the boyfriend and break up. Our condolences were rebuffed as Emily said, “No biggie, I am interested in what else is out there anyway.” When asked what she meant, Emily told us, probably after. After about two weeks on the road I met Indra. I caught her washing at the well behind her house. It was late, about ten, and unusual that a woman would be out in the dark. She didn't even have a lamp to light her way. She gasped when I grasped her and sank my teeth into her neck, puncturing her artery. I drank slowly. She sobbed when my canines stabbed through her flesh and then she sighed with pleasure while I drank, my hands fondling her soft round melons. She leaned into me and pressed her.