He clips it onto her collar. ‘Stand, sub.’ ‘Sub Joan, I also have another surprise waiting at home that even your Mistress doesn’t know about....�� I look at him kind of surprised. ‘It didn’t cost me much but I think it’s very appropriate for you. You’ll get it when we get home. You won’t have to wear it but you can if you want. Mistress, would you like to hold the leash?’ I take the leash from him, we walk out to the party area and Joan is just prancing with that collar and leash on. I’m wondering. For the first year, I was literally so wounded that I could not bear the thought of encountering Melody or Pete. My soul was bleeding so profusely, that any slight touch of their hand in my life would have been like the breaking of teeth and then the drinking of vinegar to me; unthinkable.But, as time passed, I was able to stop obsessing about the pain, and begin a new and rational thought pattern that included revenge, assuming that is rational. "The analgesic for emotional pain: revenge," I. Even though I had sampled many clients before, this was the first time I had gotten to see Shelley naked. Her body was very proportional and had a natural look to it. Her breasts were just the right size to go with her build and her hips and legs (God did she have beautiful long legs) were the same way. She wore just a tiny pair of white cotton panties that, as I said earlier, you could easily see the moisture patch and the outline of her inner lips through them. She slid her panties down and. George was still in perfect health, managing a small local bank branch, and didn’t need his daughter closer, but Eve was not to be persuaded. I don’t know where her decision came from, and that has always bothered me a little bit, but it was made, and she was never able to explain it fully. She applied for, and got appointed to a teaching job at a school which was not now 20 miles from mine, but 220 miles. And so Eve ‘half-moved’ up north and declared her intention to wait for me to join her..