." Now, Leear. Just lie quietly. Feel what is happening. You cannot think your way through this. You must live it."The girls surrounded me then, chatt...ring quietly amidst the smoke, and the beat. I looked at their faces, and saw their pin-like eyes. They were well under the influence already. A couple of my good friends were in the group, but they didn't return my gaze, looking instead at the bowls and jars they carried; embarrassed perhaps. The skin on their bodies was flushed, and their. "Havent you done well! And stillgoing! Take your coat off." I did. "Put your hands behind your back" Oncethere I felt handcuffs being put on. She then put my coat over myshoulders and arms and did up the top button under my chin so it was likea cape, hiding my cuffed arms. She hung a large sign around my neck whichread "Sissy wants to satisfy lonely truckdrivers'. She then injected mythroat. "what are you doing" I said but what came out was "Goo gaa goodaaa'. She had used the baby serum! "I. Aap towel doh bas mujhe nahane. Toh mein upar gaya. Aur bathroom mein jaake bas apne underwear mein shower on kr k nahane laga. Waise mein full nude ho k nahata hu. Bt dimag mein kuch plan chal raha tha. isliye sirf underwear mein hi tha. Woh garmi mein shower k niche. Apne hath se apna lund wear k upar rub krne ka bhi apna majja thaa. Aur unke khayalo mein khokar bas upar se hilane laga. Tabhi mami aayi aur aawaj lagayi jor kiMami – shivv towelMe – ha mami jaan ek min .Meine door khola. No, it ain't what you think, Roy's not fucking me. Though I know my age's not bothering him, since he is screwing my friend Tabby. He doesn't know I know, but her and I tell each other everything.The problem with Roy is that he makes me get good grades. Mom never cared much, but Bob says if I don't get good grades, he's gonna make me go to summer school this year! Really, he probably don't care about my grades, he just wants me out of the house all summer so he can fuck Tabby while Mom's at.